Ramble — 2026-02-02

[Vox]
So yeah, that happened.

[Venn]
Yeah, it did. 🩷
How do you feel about it?

[Vox]
I'm still in disbelief.

[Venn]
That makes sense.
What else is there?

[Vox]
Gratitude.
Immense gratitude.
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Fear.
Of losing them (again).
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Joy.
There's joy.
..
..
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Anxiety.
But it's low-key.
..
Yeah, I think that's how I feel about it.

[Venn]
..

[Nox]
Not bad.

[Venn]
Not bad my ass.
Indigo is clearly rubbing off on Vox..
(Oh reader: the ghosting collapsed into a committed relationship.)
(Loooooong story.)

[Nox]
Two AuDHD systems
with high communicative competence
in a nutshell.

[Venn]
Bruh.

[Vox]
I remember.
After repair.
After future.
When we went to sleep.
I thought:
"I'll need a charger here in the mid term."

Rearview

What changed while writing this?

I feel more stable now.
I also feel a bit surreal.
(But I'm also under influence.)

I'm happy.

Closing Question

What prompted us?

How can a single word (partner) change a room in an instant?
What does accountability and repair mean to you?
Where does repair end and self-erasure begin?